Angry.

Today is another horrible day at programming.

I can’t keep to the target I set for myself because I simply cannot figure out how to work that algorithm out. It looks like I’ll have to give whatever I’ve done to the people at the Co-Op first, and then try to work this one out. You know you are not having a good day when you spend 8 hours and yet got nothing out.

As I continued to program, that sense of frustration was getting stronger and stronger, up to a point which I was feeling really angry. I know I’m never the most patient person in the world, but I still can’t seem to contain that sense of anger that’s building inside me. I was so close to throwing things around at home and shouting at everyone I see. What’s worse is that I don’t even have someone to vent my frustration and anger on.

School starts tomorrow, but I have no class until Wednesday. But then again, I’ll be in school again, attend a few meetings and do my project. I hate my life now. And I somehow feel that no one understands how I feel.

God damn it. You are making me hate you.