Ouch.

The pain in my right heel is killing me so much that I wish someone would just chop my foot off so that the pain would go away. I don’t know why there’s such a pain going on, but it seems that this pain would come once every one or two months. The pain is so bad that I can’t walk properly, and if I were to lift my foot up it would hurt so much that I would almost cry. I don’t like this feeling.

Today wasn’t a very nice day to an extent. I mean, lessons were fine, it’s just that I don’t understand why somebody would on the one hand be ‘co-operating’ with us, but on the other hand bypass us totally in whatever they do and do not seem to take us into consideration. I mean, a partnership is supposed to be one that is built on trust, isn’t it? So why are they doing things behind our back? I’m not even saying that they should seek our approval in doing the things that they are doing, but shouldn’t we be kept in the loop about what they are doing, so that at least we can keep pace with them and not do something spectacularly different? Sometimes I wonder why some people would behave that way, and while I wish I can just contribute it to ‘lack of experience’, I’m afraid I have to contribute it to something more (and perhaps worse than that).

And then another thing that upsets me is that I don’t understand why people from our own faculty can be so nonchalant about the events and activities that the faculty club is organising, especially when it’s the first time that we are doing it. Yes, I’m talking about the bash. The thing that never fails to amaze me is that why people from SOC are not the one who are showing support to a Computing Club event, instead it’s people from the other faculties that seem more interested in our event. Granted, this is the first time that we are holding something like that at such a big scale, then logic would probably tell you that our own faculty should be the one supporting the event. But apparently no – most people couldn’t even be bothered with such an event. I agree and I accept that not everyone is a clubber, but you are not talking about just another clubbing session. It is a bash organised by the faculty club, ideally for everyone in the faculty. If people within our own faculty can’t be bothered with our events, how can we convince other faculties that the event is going to be successful?

It shows that I can get quite upset too, and I too want someone to comfort me and calm me down. Argh.