Zouk.

Just like the last time, I came back from Zouk after horribly wasted myself with the drinking. But unlike the last time, I knew what was happening – I went to supper with some of my juniors (fair enough, almost everyone in school now is a junior to me), took a bus back (yes, a bus) and woke up just in time to get off the bus. So maybe I haven’t really wasted myself so badly. That said, I still feel very bad about being in the state that I’m in now. Like the last time I couldn’t really remember who I talked to, what I said, etc etc. And I almost feel that I’ve let someone down again for being in the state that I’m in right now.

Some updates regarding the fee hike: the entire issue has totally boiled over with people like me, who believe in rationality and putting up an united front, being horribly accused for siding with the student union. I guess some people miss the point completely. Instead of opposing the fee hike, they have chosen to enlarge their agenda by opposing to the fee hike, the university admin, the student union and the rational people like myself at the same time. I won’t say that they are wrong because what they believe in is different from what I believe in. It’s just that they choose to fight a war with many fronts, and I wish them luck in their battles. I’d rather be a self-appointed student union whip, but at least I can get my opinions brought across to the university administration.

It’s sad to think that people nowadays criticize youths for not being able to think for ourselves, and there we have kids who think with god-knows-which-part-of-their-bodies and oppose for the sake of opposing. Looks like a certain Mr. Chee would have rather good successors in political hooliganism in the future.

I’m rather drunk now, and I perhaps don’t make much sense, but at least I think an intoxicated person like me can think better than some sober people out there. It’s sad. Real sad.