I think it’s getting worse for me. I feel like escaping from reality. I suddenly feel like hiding myself somewhere and not appear to the whole world. I think my stress level is getting higher and higher, and I really feel very tired now. Of course the World Cup is also a contributing factor, but even when I’m not watching the matcches, I still don’t get to sleep anything earlier than 3. And the bad thing is that every morning I’ll get rudely awaken by something or someone. It’s been a long time since I last had a good rest anyway, and tired people are normally either angry people or unhappy people. I think I’m a combination of both now. It doesn’t help when sometimes when I think about the situation going on now I feel that I’ve been hard done by.
I am getting very tired, and a bit sick about all the things that are going on.