Midweek.

In German, Wednesday is called “Mittwoch”, translating literally to “mid-week”. How apt.

In any case, the past 2 days or so have been really tiring for me. I don’t understand where the source of the tiredness is, but I guess it’s really the effect of both work and study. Perhaps because I’m making such a concerted effort in both, which drains me out rather quickly by the time the day ends. That said, I’m still fairly satisfied with my life so far.

I think through my work I can realise one thing – making decisions sometimes is not as easy as we all think it is, especially when you have to look at other people’s response before making a decision, that’s especially hard. Sometimes you may think that approving something probably does not incur that much of consequences, but it may turn out to be that a small decision made today would have a huge after-effect. Then you might think that you would reject that something just to make life easy for you in the future because those after-effects would be avoided. But then there will be other after-effects coming your way, and those effects might be just as hard to deal with.

So I hereby declare decision making is an art, and I think I might need some time in learning.