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Suddenly I am finding myself to be writing my journal from home!

The sore eyes didn’t go away. The strange thing now is that only my left eye would get sore, but not my right. I’ve heard people say twitching of the left eye would mean something (bad or good, I can’t remember), but how about having a sore left eye?

I met Grace, one of my best primary school mates before I left for Singapore, for lunch today. The best thing about her is that after all these years she didn’t seem to have changed at all! It’s like when I saw her I knew straight away that’s her – not any bit of “I wonder if I got the right person”. It was actually great to be able to see her again after all these while, as the last time I saw her was more than 10 years ago already. It was great to hear that she’s getting married next year, and I really wish everything will be wonderful for her and her husband to be.

As I was walking back from Lok Fu to office (Lok Fu and HKBU are kinda like on the same street but it takes about 10 to 15 minutes on foot), I was thinking to myself – my primary school mates are getting married (both in Hong Kong and Singapore), while some even have kids already. Then I look at myself – man do I not look pitiful! But I guess that’s fine, it’s something that plays in the back of my mind sometimes, but I don’t think it affects me that much. I’m sure there must be someone there whom I can spend the rest of my life with. Of course the truth is, once you get older, you tend to not mind that much who the other person would be. But whatever it is, I don’t want to end up with someone I don’t love, just for the sake of being with someone.

Damn, I’m getting philosophical.